After eating a pick-up and a large banana chocolate bar, I feel like writing some stuff into this empty journal of mine.
At the very moment, I'm sitting here in my chair in front of my desk and try not to collapse from boredom.
As a matter of fact, we are all heading towards the end of Easter holidays (or easter vacation, don't know) which means
we all have to get back to our daily routine.... thus, some people, including myself, feel a little depressed about it.
For those who don't know, I'm currently at university in Belgium, studying bioengineering, and being taken the mickey
out of because I really don't get much free time... which implicates a HUGE decrease in my "artistic" activities
(made two manga pages this year, wuyeah -_- ). But let's not dwell on depression and academic duties, let's get on to
the brighter side of life... for instance, the fact that soon I will have lasted two decades without freaking out. If you do not
understand, I shall say in more proper words... I'm almost twenty years old, next month that is, on the fifth of May.
And that, my dear readers, is really giving me thoughts on so many levels. I mean TWENTY YEARS... sounds
awesome when you're like 15 or so... but when you're actually getting out of your teens, it feels like you missed so
many things that can only be done during your sweet savored years as teenager. So many missed opportunities
(Japan High School, it was never meant to be).. it just makes you feel like someone told you it would be great when
you turn 20, and then, when that time has come, you realize that you've been fooled by that oaf, because all the good
things (should) happen while you're still a teen. Now that's what I think, many don't agree with me and I understand.
I made some cool, sometimes crazy things, nothing great, but I still enjoyed my youth to a certain extent. However my youth doesn't
feel ... accomplished. I don't know really how to express what I'm resenting. Maybe I'm feeling a bit melancholic right now, so
I'm just gonna stop talking about my freaking problems and start a new subject. Hmm... Oh yeah, remember Sonic Oddshow,
that one was a hit, right? Still waiting for the 9000 views on newgrounds
but it is so unbearable to do that... it takes a lot of time, a LOT, and technically I don't have any right now... damn college stole
my free time... However, that's what summer vacation is for, isn't it? ... FALSE !!!! I actually have no spare time during summer
vacation either, because I kinda got persuaded to work part-time during the month of July at my father's work place. That's good
actually... finally some cash, but the price I have to pay... is my free time. Damn you biological aging process, why can't I stay
a teenager and do... okay, now I'm starting to sound really weird. Please excuse me, I will just finish my seventh bottle of beer.
...
Okay, back from the dead, what was I talking about... was it biology? I don't even wanna look up what I wrote a few lines above, so
let's just start a new topic. Oh yeah, last week I had a girlfriend. No kidding, it happened on 1. April. I had this magnificent
idea to change my relationship status from "single" to "in a relationship" on facebook. I know you usually do that when you're really in a
relationship, but as it was the first day of April I thought it might be appropriate. Guess what, some people believed it and liked
it. That made me happy because it kinda means that it is not "virtually impossible to believe that I can get a girlfriend". Well,
I changed the status back after two hours, which motivated someone to say that it might just have been an affair... lol made me laugh.
Anyways, currently I don't have a girlfriend, haven't had one for six years... urghh... but I'm working on that, somehow. Talk about
multimedia (facebook IS multimedia
watching my television series that much. Sadly it's not completely HD (like blue-ray quality), but it's more than satisfactory, I think.
Man... I should really get back to my studying desk and continue working on my chemistry résumé. But, it looks like it's gonna take forever
to get there although it's only 6 meters or so. And why the heck do I start writing some illogical shit here.
...
Still with me? If not, then that's good, mind you. Ahhh... I really don't know what to say now. Let's get back to normal, shall we?
So, thanks for reading this entry. I know it contains a lot of weird expressions and grammatical, stylistic mistakes, but of all things
that you need to know about me is my lunacy, which sometimes pops out like a jack-in-the-box. Thanks again for reading, and
maybe I'll upload something "normal" soon
See ya











